Okay, I shouldn't say this is my pet peeve, because I think a lot of things qualify, but specifically, OMG you guys I just cannot deal with screaming. I try really, really hard. It's mostly not my fault- when I was little, my parents and doctor thought I was maybe autistic there for a little while, partially because excessive auditory input stresses me out hardcore. So, yeah, obviously this issue has not been resolved in adulthood and whenever I am around someone who is screaming constantly I pretty much want to either lose my shit and scream back or run far, far away.
Don't lecture me. I know it's wrong. I legitimately cannot help the feeling, and I've learned to override it for short periods and then I'm like "OMG I NEED TO GTFO OF HERE YESTERDAY" and then I basically just have to run away. One of the many reasons I could never work L&D.
But, I guess my point is, despite my intolerance, I want to understand. I've been in pain, but I guess in not enough pain? When I hurt, I just want to curl into a ball and try to breathe and just hope I pass out maybe. Screaming, at that point, seems like a lot of energy. Are there studies about this? Does this help anyone? Am I the only crazy person who literally cannot deal with this?