Sometimes after 12 hours if getting screamed at by 500 pound patients that I'm not moving them right when I'm simply trying to help them get out of a pool of their own waste, or getting screamed at and getting needles swatted out of my hand covered with the HIV positive blood of the IV drug user who complains that I don't start my IVs gently enough, or getting kicked out of a room by a patient because I "think I can do anything I want because I'm a pretty lil' white girl", scores of helicopter family members of patients with nothing wrong with them demanding painfully stupid ass shit from me (yes, let me just ignore my lady over here in A fib with RVR so I can run around the hospital to find you the surgical bouffant cap you have now requested 6 fucking times, because you need that for some reason) I really kind of wanna say screw all this and dance on a pole for a living or something. I mean, leaving work with my dignity intact is not going to be an option in my life, obviously. I probably wouldn't get any medical benefits but I'm much less likely to be showered in feces and blood.
Stupid desire to help others. Limits my career options every time.